Unbearable Agony: My Struggle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a